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Back After a Long Time

2009-08-29T21:21:00.000+08:00

I've finally found back my password and it looks that in BACK:)
Cut my hair le. Kind of like it and kind of regret to cut so i dunno also LOL
wee going kukup shopping shopping cant wait lols..Leg still injured cant ride:(
damn long liao sia!!!Hope it gets betta soon yea:) anyways be back for more

BYE

2009-05-01T01:34:00.002+08:00

hiaz after so long of school i guess i maybe quitting school soon cause my attendance for school is like 50% like tat and i got debared from my exams(cant take exam)..lol to think of it all i can do now is just sit and laugh at myself and ask myself am i just unluckly or FUCKING unluckly??

i guess the answer is FUCKING unluckly..lol its like wad my mum said life nvr goes as wad we planned it to be..

so yea..

cheer up me:D

Choose your love wisely. Love your choice always.

Should I smile,

because your my friend,

Or cry..

because that's all we'll ever be?

2009-04-21T23:48:00.002+08:00

life goes on as meaning less as it can get and going thru everyday of my life sux.
i used to think differently from wad im thinking bout now but...
haiz life is life it has to go on no metter wad happeneds and that sux.

Im Sorry
Im Sorry
Im Sorry
Im Sorry
Im Sorry
Im Sorry

i miss u terribly and i just cant bring my self to give up.Im VBRY sorry.

2009-04-13T01:14:00.002+08:00

Hais so long no post..no mood leh..
No matter what i do, How hard i try it's still killing me inside..

just can onli wish...

I WISH

I WISH

I WISH THAT YOU ARE HERE TONITE

2009-03-27T23:33:00.002+08:00

was busy these few days and was to tired to use the com when i reach home or i had something else to do so here i am after nearly 1 week later..tomorrow got biketrial demo at town..scary sia..Team Attitude i will not let u down!How time flys it has been awhile since we met but i guess you must be having fun..Thats all i want and ask of you just to be happy.i feel in a bad shape my back is hurting my wrist is hurting my muscles hurts!but the show must go on and i cant back out!

2009-03-21T23:13:00.002+08:00

damn tired!!! when supper ytd than reached home at 2.45 bath all ler to tired to on com tats y i didnt post ytd..woke upearly today and went riding in the morning again!!We played HUMAN DEMO.. i just lyed down and let evry1 jump over me..haha..Riding helps me forget evrerything else while im riding..ride the whole day till 7 than slacked at attitude till 8.30 than i rushed to have dinner with my mum..Holiday 3weeks leh so long!! wanna find job le..any job intro?hahas
Everything I do Is Wrong, What will ever be right for me?

2009-03-20T02:16:00.002+08:00

go to school today waste time nia..go also do nothing de..sian went bedok slack with Adam and Xavier than when home stare at the wall awhile than rush to rock climbing training..Rock climbing today not so tiring cause tomorrow the competition..haha guess wad im not taking part in the comeptition :D i just dunno wad to do anymore..everything is just going the opposite of wad i want..fucked up..haiz to ___ to stay at home so went to drink with my mum awhile..
haiz i wished my 3weeks holiday will just fly pass and start school soon..hate holidays..
I guess im just a sucker, no matter wad i am i will still be ME..Hate me i will Love u..Love me i will Love u MORE..

HAHA i know sucker rite..

2009-03-19T00:28:00.003+08:00

wa lao wan sleep also cannot..went to bed at 6.30AM!!! and woke up at 8AM!!arghh
y cant i just sleep??y?y?y?went to school for CRN test haha cangrats im getting 0marks..
nvr study:(to head busy cant study..finish school so early sian sian go home lor..use com awhile than go riding le..haiz..went for dinner and rushed home to watch tv..HAIZ i really got nothing to say ler la..HaHa im such a loner..
Love Is Blind, Love is Pain, Love is A Killer

2009-03-17T23:12:00.002+08:00

haha i supposed to give rachel wake up call at 8am.i had a msg from some1 elso saying "í'm awake already" and as i was still sleepy i smsed rachel ok for no reason..haha she also blur..
Chiong to school reached 10mins late..exam started already..SHIT!after finished went for breakfast and slacked with Vicky and Xavier at bedok inter..haiz sian.all i can bare to say is time really flys.went home had my bath than went for cca in school.finished and watied for gavin to come back together.had dinner than came home and here i am now.HAIZ.nothing to say liao.
Falling down the rockwall isint as painful as this, dont worry and dont be angry with me I'M TRYING MY BEST to do wad im supposed to do.
Tis is a story for just for YOU,
There was a blind gurl who hated herself just because she was blind.
She hated everyone, except her loving boyfreind.
He was always there for her.
She said that if she could only see the world,She would marry her boyfriend.
One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she could see everything,
Including her boyfriend.
Her boyfriend asked her," now that you can see the world will you marry me?"
The gurl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend was blind too, and refused to marry him
Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and wrote a letter to her saying.....
"Just takecare of my eyes dear."I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU FOREVER...

2009-03-17T00:52:00.002+08:00

supposed to wake up at 6.45 but woke up at 7.45!!!WTF LA..WADS WRONG WITH ME??
luckly XY also overslept if not i will fell very guilty make her wait..Sorry!!went down to school to meet gavin..hungry?we went to eat.haha skip PE..waited for lester to start swiming still nvr start..nvm la can chit chat with XY and Gavin..XY 3 princess friends came so late lor..wait wait wait finally he swim le..lol go slack with them awhile than go CRN for like 10mins than can go ler..skipped OSA and OFC to go to tm walk walk and watched a movie..The Departed..Boring larh!!haiz i think im one of the best actor in the world!!!JY continue acting..ok than take bus go home..sorry la i know my life damn boring but wad to do..
Letting go is painful, Trying hard not to show the pain.

2009-03-16T01:39:00.002+08:00

woke up late!!!faster bathe and rushed down to church..phew reached in time.
came back after tat rest not even 1hour had to eave the house again as was going the IT fair.
please lor i regreted going..somany stupid kan chiong china man push here push there i cannot tahan i see who ever push me holding things eg laptops or TVs they bought i go KICK. see you still dare push me??HAHAHA.went to eat..eat finish still hungry sia.went to take us but no space so waited for cab.i saw 5 lumboghini in a row..NICE.the sg flyer looks so nice in the nite.pei me go:(reached home not hungry to eat so skipped dinner..played dota all loser la lose onli leave game.bloodyhell rushed my powerpoint presentation did 8slides..i tomorrow can finish le..
sianz life sux leh nothing to do,nothing intersting,nothing surprising!!
Its time to let go.Its the onli way.Lets hope its the rite thing to do.

2009-03-14T23:59:00.002+08:00

Supposed to meet my friends at 9am for breakfast followed by a ride at Pasir Ris.
HAHA i woke up at 11..Just to tired and i had the best dream ever..wish it would come true..
Went to CC house to take my bike and we got to lazy to ride down to bedok to meet the others
so we took a BUS.HAHA 3 idiots with our bikes on the bus..Haiz emo??Haiz..than after all met up we went down to pasir ris and met up with other riders.The rain came and we when below a block to slack..Few stupid NOOB dunno how to play soccer nearly hit us and hit our bike afew times..We got fedup and to tired to find problem so we call police waited for them to come and watch movie..Rain stopped continued riding with the wet floor and ended at 10.45pm..Haiz i dunno la just damn sian im trying very hard and keep teling my self that you're attached and its impossible for me..Haiz nvm tats wad we call LIFE SUX..Oh ya forgot nearly got bang by car afew time but nvr..sian..bang go hospital wake up lost memory the best...shell try harder to kena bang!!!should see ZH and CC shouting damn loud at me..
I am really trying very hard,Its just hard,im sorry,i will try harder..

The life of a BORING person

2009-03-14T00:23:00.002+08:00

Had MDP Exam todae, it was easy and i finished it very fast.
Coludnt concentrate as my mind was else where think of YOU.
Went home after school and went to AttitudeBikes not long after i had my bath.
Watched afew movies there and enjoyed talking and joking with the others.Gavin and I
also helped Han to pick up some stuff from another shop.We rode a NICOLAI and a GROSSMAN..I rode the GROSSMAN and guess wad..It cost 8k..Later on met Vicky and Sarah
to go to T2 to eat Sake..On the way there i suddenly became emo and started thinking of YOU.
We waited for 1hour for the stupid buffet to start before we when to eat..During that 1hour my mind when all over and in when back to thinking about 1 thing..I just had to be alone for awhile and i left my group for awhile to be on my own.Than the 1hour passed and we went to eat..
We started eating like there was no tomorrow and we left the place with a full stomach!!
Trying my best not to be sad, i listened to music as usual MAX volume as helps me not hear what is going..
Im sorry but its killing me trying not to think of YOU!

2009-03-13T01:05:00.001+08:00

Hello :D